God, the Light, Yahweh
*God himself gave me that list of names for his name just now as I was titling the page
God is one of the deities that speak to me and let me see him in these contacts I have with religious deities. During my interviews with Fallen Angels
For the last time, I am called a Lord! ~ a Fallen Angel Lord, March 11, 2014, 4:45 PM
During my interviews with Fallen Lord Angels, Fallen Lords former Angels, one of them I think it was Lord Gazekiel mentioned that God looks like an octopus. A few nights later Arch Angel Michail (Michael) asked me if I would like to see God and said that God looks like an octopus. I was shown the face of God. God has pink orange skin and has no hair. He has no eyes and no nose or mouth. He has two eyes that have no pupils or irises, eyelashes, eyebrows or eyelids. There is a strong golden light about God. On his chin God has five to eight or more short tentacles that are the thickness of human fingers, wavy not straight, and they wiggle.
Deities have told me that this is why God is depicted as a man with a beard in Christianity. From the Blue Kings I learned that they have the same God, the octopus Creator God who created them. He is Ganesha in Hinduism, painted as the pink orange elephant with one trunk instead of the many tentacles. I was intrigued to find this painting of Ganesha with many elephant heads, because that is when he gets to have the many "elephant trunks" that represent his chin tentacles.
And last night God told me that his name is Yahweh. God and the Angels told me not to use his name Yahweh in vain. This name should be protected and I almost wish that I hadn't said anything. Would it be best if only Rabbis, Imams, Priests, and Maharishis would know his name? The general public has so many sinners who should never say his name. There is so much about God that needs to be protected.
The first time that I saw God was an overwhelming and difficult experience. His gold is so strong and bright that I knew that ordinary humans could not handle seeing his face. I have a little book about Angels and it says that the Arch Angels are the only ones who get to look God in his face.
Many have been burned by my gold. ~ God, March 11 2014, 4:53 PM, God shows himself as a man with legs and arms sitting on a throne with the left elbow propped up against the left knee, and tentacles as his beard
Then there was a time when a Blue King and God Ganesha prepared for me a new white body that they have there in their Kingdom of Heaven. The body was made out of light as if of soft ivory and they adorned it with gold jewelry and let me be in that body and be in Heaven with them. It is such a beautiful place. Imagine when you have a crystal and one beam of light goes into the crystal and gets reflected across many surfaces inside the crystal. Heaven looks as if one world has reflected and looks as real and bright and clear as ten worlds. It makes our human world seem very dull and flat like cardboard.
The experience of going to Heaven was very overwhelming and I realized that an ordinary human would not be able to handle it. Physically, energetically, and emotionally. The experience would be harmful to someone who is not able to handle it. Even the Angels hide their true forms from humans, but they saw that they could be themselves with me. The light and appearance of Angels is overwhelming to humans. Gabriel has two eyes on the front and another two eyes at the back, but he shows himself as a human Medieval times man when he contacts people.
They can come to me because I have learned from them that I am an Angel in training. I have the potential of being more Angel than human, only I suppress it because this world does not make it easy to be different, even if it is a better different.
God is a very friendly person. He is always happy and smiling brightly. When he looks at me as Ganesha and he smiles, his smile is contageous and I smile too. Being in his presence makes me laugh and it reminds me of how some Hindu yogis and gurus are always laughing, it is the happiness of Ganesha.
God is very loving and he even cares about the animals. He even cares about insects and he told me about the time when he, God, had given me some angry wasps one summer so that he could see how I handle them. The right answer would have been to not want to kill them. It reminds me of the principles in Buddhism which is against even the killing of insects. God Ganesha says that vegetarianism is a way to get closer to him, on the other hand Jesus always tells me that fish were given for humans to eat.
I often worry about being inadequate, ugly, or dark in the presence of God, but he always smiles at me and loves me the same. He doesn't think about my flaws like I do, instead he thinks that he has placed me here on Earth because he wants to test me to see if I can earn to become one of his Angels.
God is never angry at me and he makes me think that life can be fun and enjoyable. God has this simplicity which means that even a child could approach him and be ok. I always thought that if God exists then he is someone angry or serious and that it would be complicated to meet with him and that only a scholar of religion could do so. But you could be a little child who knows nothing and who says the wrong things and God has that simplicity and happiness about meeting him which makes everything ok. God is not serious or difficult like we thought he would be.
The Angels and the Blue Kings were both created by this same God and both stay near him and act very protective of him. They are like his entourage. God seems less careful about where he goes or what he does, he seems more fearless and easy, and it is the Angels and Blue Kings who surround him and who for instance keep me from saying the wrong things to him or from approaching him the wrong way.
Today an Angel Azekiel showed up and sang "Merkhabah" to the Fallen Angel whom I was talking to, and the Fallen Angel did not like it. I had a conversation with Angel Azekiel and these are taken from his words:
We like to sing songs, that is the most of what we do. ~ Azekiel earlier today
I have felt Allah and Allah came to me and has given me healing. Allah was perhaps the first religious deity who came to me. God Yahweh the octopus God said that he is not the same as Allah. This morning God Yahweh said:
Allah is a form of the Holy Ghost. He is equipped better than Jesus. ~ Yahweh this morning
And:
God is not the Father of all heavenly beings. Only to those that sing, in his name. In Glory! ~ Azekiel earlier today
Did God create the Angels? ~ me earlier today
Yes, and that is why we sing. ~ Azekiel earlier today
We said that he is not me. Because the Holy Spirit is not me. ~ Yahweh about Allah this morning
